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Monday, December 22, 2008

everybody is so busy with what they are doing now..me too..i m busily thinking what should i do tomorrow or the next moment..no job..sobs i am not that bad..at least i am efficient isn't that what all bosses want? hurry find me..yesterday went church early in the morning..i reached at 8.45am..super early and most girls not there yet..and northpoint not open..so had to walked around the premises alone..and i realized something..i don't like being alone..either do i like feeling left out..then i continued thinking..i do have friends but i do not have good friends or bffs(best friends forever)..i got many things to say but i don't think i should say it here..actually i don't know how to say it out..i just like bottling things inside me and just simply forget it..i think it is easier that way and it doesn't affect anyone..besides all though things that made me unhappy are all my thoughts..so maybe it is just thinking too much..so moral of the story..thinking too much makes you upset..right..it sounds logically..
ok i went church to celebrate Christmas..there were Christmas songs that i didn't know how to sing..hahas..but it is acceptable that i don't know how to sing..Christmas is not all year round so i only get to sing a few times a year..and i really have a poor memory..hehe..or you can say that i didn't make an effort to memorise..i wasn't high yesterday..the Christmas mood wasn't switch on yet..its a bit early..hahas..after that we went sister Helen house..actually its the multi purpose hall for lunch and had games and gift exchange ceremony..before we left we went to see sister Helen's house..new house.. she just upgraded to a two storeys house..cool..super nice..all white and woody..like what i would want my house to be..
my aim to is to save up as much money as i can before 28 so that i can buy a mini condo
i really want to try to live alone..my house will be like one color with different tone..mainly either white or black..it would be as simple as possible..i don't plan to have a television..and i always wanted to have a walk in wardrobe..cool right..and i like to be organize..so there will be a lot of shelves and cupboard..and i will arrange my clothes according to their color..and shoes will be put in boxes and placed on a shelf at one corner of the room and in the centre of the room there will be several counter tops with glass cover where i can placed my sunglasses and ties and scarf and everything inside..and bags will be put in plastic boxes placed underneath the clothes..yeah..can u imagine it? it is not that i will have a lot of clothes but i just like putting them this way..i feel erm..comfortable..?i don't know..hahas..what else?..haven think of it yet..tell you next time..

what we could have been, 4:29 pm.

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